....

der i walked bare
smiling my heart out
the foot marks on the wet beach
the breeze in my tangled hair
the sweetness of the moment
music to my ears....

Past at my door step..

Today, I had the courage to look back...... Something i was running away from. I looked at it and i looked ta it straight back in the eye and i smiled...

I had enjoyed that phase i had lived it to my fullest.. I had missed out on some but than u cant have all.. It wasnt mine now the past. It was someone elses...

It did tug my heart ...I did miss a few beats.. But i was free... I wont lie... I did miss the past a wee bit but did i want it back.. Damn hell noo.. One doesnt go to hell twice by choice...

I thought of all of you.. all of the people who loved me enuff to stand by me through the rough times.. Who laffed me through the rozy days..

I know where my heart is now.. It is with you..all of you.. Part of me all of you...

Love...

Let me breathe.......

Open the windows

I cant breathe

Something is killing me deep inside

Deceit deception lies

Crushed hopes illusions dreams

Shattering the very fabric of my existence

I wnt to be free

Above and beyond this sick feelng in my guts